Let me rephrase myself...

Ok, if you couldn't already tell from my last post, I've been having a hard time. Although my due date is not for 1 more week, I am about 3 weeks mentally overdue. My last post was a little heated and I probably didn't state things as *nicely* as I should have. I honestly have no hard feelings towards any of those who have made those sorts of comments. I understand that when people make the "big" comments they don't mean it in a rude way, but when you've been size conscious most of your life and then you are faced with people not being able to look past your size and see the person (and the feelings they have), it just really wears on you (referring to the whole more people making size comments than actually even saying "Hi" to me). Not everyone is the same or reacts the same. I'm sure to some people hearing those things it doesn't matter. But to me it does and I've always been one to wear my emotions on my sleeve.

However, let me say that I do love my baby bump. I feel so beautiful and my husband lets me know that I am on a regular basis. He has been so loving, respectful and uplifting through this whole thing. He has been really sensitive to my insecurities and really is the most amazing friend/companion/husband/father. And this is probably kind of weird, but I really like going into the OB office too. Everyone there makes you feel beautiful and amazing as well!

PS I promise I would never ever intentionally harm anyone.